god awful
ok. so today was good, mostly. i went to class, tried to contribute but ended up sounding really stupid and embarassed and for the first time in a while i got that scary feeling where you wish you just could hide and never speak again. not that what i said was even that terrible, i just didn't feel like i contributed like i would have liked to in the discussion, and i couldn't articulate my thoughts. i'm better in small groups. i wish everything i said in my group of 5, i could have relayed in rest of the class, because i swear i made some insightful comments. i guess i was over eager to demonstrate that i knew what was going on that i ended up generalizing what i wanted to say and was too vague. way to go laurel! anyways, then i sat and tabled for choice usa and sold condoms, chocolate and dental dams for V day for our fundrasier "chocolate and latex". who uses dental dams, btw?
then i attempted to go the gym, but there were seriously no empty machines, so i just gave up and went home after 5 minutes.
later, nicole and i went to the dining hall which we were super excited for because it was college nite, so the food was free and it was mardi gras themed. as usual, i was over zealous and ate waaaaaaay too much and felt sick. i guess all that food PLUS a glass of cranberry juice, water, coffee, and hot chocolate wasn't such a good combination....not to mention the super greasy chessy potatoes and fried crab cakes which apparently i thought were a good idea to eat. on the way home, i thought i was goign to die. i lost all coloring in my face and got really clammy. i honestly don't know how i made it back. somehow i did, and then i ran immediately to the bathroom and puked for about half an hour. in total, i spent at least an hour bonding with the toilet. ugh. so ill. food poisoning can we say? at least it passed quickly. hopefully it won't linger, becuase i felt so horrible.
to make up for the dinner disaster, i watched most of gilmore girls, real world, and my super sweet sixteen which is such an amazingly sick show. i lAVA it. now i'm exhausted, but i really need to write this essay...10 more minutes.....then im gonna crash.
then i attempted to go the gym, but there were seriously no empty machines, so i just gave up and went home after 5 minutes.
later, nicole and i went to the dining hall which we were super excited for because it was college nite, so the food was free and it was mardi gras themed. as usual, i was over zealous and ate waaaaaaay too much and felt sick. i guess all that food PLUS a glass of cranberry juice, water, coffee, and hot chocolate wasn't such a good combination....not to mention the super greasy chessy potatoes and fried crab cakes which apparently i thought were a good idea to eat. on the way home, i thought i was goign to die. i lost all coloring in my face and got really clammy. i honestly don't know how i made it back. somehow i did, and then i ran immediately to the bathroom and puked for about half an hour. in total, i spent at least an hour bonding with the toilet. ugh. so ill. food poisoning can we say? at least it passed quickly. hopefully it won't linger, becuase i felt so horrible.
to make up for the dinner disaster, i watched most of gilmore girls, real world, and my super sweet sixteen which is such an amazingly sick show. i lAVA it. now i'm exhausted, but i really need to write this essay...10 more minutes.....then im gonna crash.