The never-ending story....
I dont know what made me pick that moment, that fraction of time and space to say it, but I did. A while back I lost someone that was very important in my life, someone who for some reason collided that year ago, and I have been without her since. Im glad I went to her graduation party Im glad her mother left me with parting words that gave me hope for the future. Im glad for so many things right now I just hope I dont break the delicate cycle I have with my friends, They are such an important part of my life and I tend to take them for granted. I dont know what inspired kellsie to speak to me, I dont know what possesed me to write on the internet but Im glad it happened. Im glad its back to the way it used to be Im glad I again to talk to my friends even if in the future we will drift apart I think I know that no matter what the quarrels the insignifigant fights will no longer be a big deal to me, they will no longer be a huge part of my life I guess all in all thats it friends are what shape for the future that we will trudge thru I want you all to know that if u need me Im a phone call away and that if I can will be at ur doorstep. I know there are times when things get bad and when I physically or mentally cant and I hope u can forgive me for those weak points in my life when I just cant, but know when I can I will.
After this semester I wanna take a year off work for a little while get my foot into the door and really enjoy life for what it should be enjoyed, I hope Im ready to take that step when it comes that leap into adulthood seperate from my family and study abroad, hmmm. Take life into my own hands and make from it what I want to die old in rocking chairs on my front porch with my friends and family by my side taking in the finer things in life talking about the old days and making new fond memeories. In the end thats all we leave with the memories and I hope mine are spectacular!
I should go get ready for the test I havent been to class for WISH ME LUCK! BEING SICK SUCKS WAHHAHAHAAA!
PS
I won tickets from the zone to see harry potter the morning of the 13th in the cine capri....HEEHEEE!
After this semester I wanna take a year off work for a little while get my foot into the door and really enjoy life for what it should be enjoyed, I hope Im ready to take that step when it comes that leap into adulthood seperate from my family and study abroad, hmmm. Take life into my own hands and make from it what I want to die old in rocking chairs on my front porch with my friends and family by my side taking in the finer things in life talking about the old days and making new fond memeories. In the end thats all we leave with the memories and I hope mine are spectacular!
I should go get ready for the test I havent been to class for WISH ME LUCK! BEING SICK SUCKS WAHHAHAHAAA!
PS
I won tickets from the zone to see harry potter the morning of the 13th in the cine capri....HEEHEEE!