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i'm moving on sunday to a new apartment
this relationship still needs time to grow, we have to know each other better and jumping in with unrealistic expectations and selfish, self-protective thoughts are not the way to make things better.
i've got way too much growing to do. and too many things to try and make right.
proactive steps, i tell myself. proactive steps.
get up and just do it, i hope i can live these mantras better then i have before.
gotta learn to respect me for me, and not what i wanted to be.
all the little lies i told and convinced myself and others of.
this relationship still needs time to grow, we have to know each other better and jumping in with unrealistic expectations and selfish, self-protective thoughts are not the way to make things better.
i've got way too much growing to do. and too many things to try and make right.
proactive steps, i tell myself. proactive steps.
get up and just do it, i hope i can live these mantras better then i have before.
gotta learn to respect me for me, and not what i wanted to be.
all the little lies i told and convinced myself and others of.