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as much as i hate to admit it, and as much as i hate them, these pills have helped me. due to the heat, humidity (and therefore lack of desire to eat), stress, and all around abuse my body was put through these last seven months, my serotonin levels and B complex went WAY down, but most of that is better now.
most everything is better now, actually. any time i felt what could have been an anxiety attack, i popped a pill. now if i take half a pill a day, it's a lot. thank you juice and vitamins, who ever thought concentrates and synthetic nutrition could do so much?
this summer, as much as it has sucked, has given me a lot. i'm surrounded almost daily with people who genuenly enjoy my company, keep my phone and mind busy, and keep my gas tank near empty always. also, i've learned and confirmed something usefull for next semester: when i don't have to worry about driving, i like to drink and loosin up. i've been told by more than a few people that i'm a fun drunk, and a funny drunk.
i've also learned to not take life so seriously, and that part of being an adult is knowing when it's play time to play hard, and play lovingly and trustingly.
my recreational drug use has dwindled down to a trickle, since i've established i don't want to do any of that up at school.
the time has come to buy sweaters again, and i have a wonder new wool argyle sweater. i have very little left to buy for school, mainly a floor lamp is the last of what i truely feel as though i'm going to need.
i was going to write more, but now i'm tired so i'm going to bed now
most everything is better now, actually. any time i felt what could have been an anxiety attack, i popped a pill. now if i take half a pill a day, it's a lot. thank you juice and vitamins, who ever thought concentrates and synthetic nutrition could do so much?
this summer, as much as it has sucked, has given me a lot. i'm surrounded almost daily with people who genuenly enjoy my company, keep my phone and mind busy, and keep my gas tank near empty always. also, i've learned and confirmed something usefull for next semester: when i don't have to worry about driving, i like to drink and loosin up. i've been told by more than a few people that i'm a fun drunk, and a funny drunk.
i've also learned to not take life so seriously, and that part of being an adult is knowing when it's play time to play hard, and play lovingly and trustingly.
my recreational drug use has dwindled down to a trickle, since i've established i don't want to do any of that up at school.
the time has come to buy sweaters again, and i have a wonder new wool argyle sweater. i have very little left to buy for school, mainly a floor lamp is the last of what i truely feel as though i'm going to need.
i was going to write more, but now i'm tired so i'm going to bed now