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So in amsterdm at the moment. Still depresed, Embarised at how I've made an ass of my self with my friends.
Though I don't See any way of going back or undoing any of it. I'm left with a great scene of loss and self destruction. All I can do Is hope for a opening jesture. I'd be reluctent to take it though. I know it will happen again and again. I also know I'm not importnt, interesting or close to them eather. so it's a dead end really.
Though I don't See any way of going back or undoing any of it. I'm left with a great scene of loss and self destruction. All I can do Is hope for a opening jesture. I'd be reluctent to take it though. I know it will happen again and again. I also know I'm not importnt, interesting or close to them eather. so it's a dead end really.