the FINAL let down.
One name. One question. One let down. Nick
Today was supposed to be the day he came over and hung out with me and some of my friends. I even told him he could bring along some of his friends. I was excited and last I had talked to him I got a: "Yeah! Definatly!" about him coming over today.
The thing is my friends even called it. Even the friends that don't even know h im that well, that just have heard that all he does is blow me off even had their doubts about him coming over today. But not me. I believed him. I thought that just this ONCE he would come through and visit with me for a while. I'm not gonna lie.. This hurts my feelings like no other. I feel so unwanted as a friend. I have never felt so unwatned as a friend by any other h uman being as much as I do Nick. So I decided, once again, that I have to be finished...
I thought that me calling him after 4 months and starting convo like old times would show him that I want to be his friend. Which I do. But he never gives me the chance. Before the excuse was that we never had plans or anything to do. OR.. That we didn't have a way to get to one another.
Well this time around there has been plans. I invited him over.. Thats something to do. And as for getting here. Well he got his own car now. So there you have it people! The obvious information on why we have no reason NOT to hang out.
But well.. I have just got to except the fact that no matter how much I try he will never get it. He had to "jam" wish his band today. Lets why our plans went down hill. He had told me the band doesn't get together that much anymore since school and stuff so he really wanted to jam with them today. Well, thats fine and all. But I haven't seen him in over 5 or 6 months! But its cool. I guess I'm not as good of a friend as I thought because its pretty sad when you are overlooked so many times by someone just to do something else. Its a let down.
Today was supposed to be the day he came over and hung out with me and some of my friends. I even told him he could bring along some of his friends. I was excited and last I had talked to him I got a: "Yeah! Definatly!" about him coming over today.
The thing is my friends even called it. Even the friends that don't even know h im that well, that just have heard that all he does is blow me off even had their doubts about him coming over today. But not me. I believed him. I thought that just this ONCE he would come through and visit with me for a while. I'm not gonna lie.. This hurts my feelings like no other. I feel so unwanted as a friend. I have never felt so unwatned as a friend by any other h uman being as much as I do Nick. So I decided, once again, that I have to be finished...
I thought that me calling him after 4 months and starting convo like old times would show him that I want to be his friend. Which I do. But he never gives me the chance. Before the excuse was that we never had plans or anything to do. OR.. That we didn't have a way to get to one another.
Well this time around there has been plans. I invited him over.. Thats something to do. And as for getting here. Well he got his own car now. So there you have it people! The obvious information on why we have no reason NOT to hang out.
But well.. I have just got to except the fact that no matter how much I try he will never get it. He had to "jam" wish his band today. Lets why our plans went down hill. He had told me the band doesn't get together that much anymore since school and stuff so he really wanted to jam with them today. Well, thats fine and all. But I haven't seen him in over 5 or 6 months! But its cool. I guess I'm not as good of a friend as I thought because its pretty sad when you are overlooked so many times by someone just to do something else. Its a let down.