This was a very twisted day.

Feb 06, 2004 23:21

yo a girl I once liked as a good friend. That always had a bright smile on her face.
Just became a dark shadow in my life. I thought she was cool. I tryed to make up the stupid shit I have ever said. And I felt bad that I have done what I have done. Never wanted to hurt her feelings. Maria you were a really great person some where along the line you hae just changed to this dark person that talks behind there friends back. You like Joey why would you dump my good friend Matt for Joey I mean yea Joey is a great guy and all. But Matt actually cared. That was the big differents. When you with matt you were very happy. Then you became very distant from all of us. Then your hang with Lizz alot and Lizz a great person and Lizz please accept this apology I didnt mean to get like that. But you guys are talking about my friend and saying that he doesnt do nothing for this team. And only comes to eat. I mean thats a friend and you used to consider him as your friend and you say this do you know how that feels to her that a friend talks behind your back. Do you know what that makes you a 2 faced person. Thats the worse thing in the world to know a 2 faced person you will never know if they are your friends or if they are your enemys. Now just get this striaght we work hard we try. Jerry,Joey,Francil,and Jason all work on the schools computers trying to fix them. Yo I understand you get pissed when Joey and Jason don't come in but they are working for a paycheck they do still work hard they don't do it nothing when Joey and Jason where there they tryed to help me on my website at a point so I give them credit. There my buddys. Yo Spite what I say now and you know I don't want to stop being your friend but remeber this you still had people that loved you. You only knew me for a couple of months and you know I love you,Lizz,Joey,Jason,Matt,Jerry,Francil,Victor and the rest of you. Just look im sorry with the blood that drips from the emotional dagger stuck in my chest. And Joey you are the greatest and Im happy that your going to stay in the school longer because a great influnce on me I like the way you think and we have a lot of tech stuff we can learn from each other. I thank you for your friend. As well as for Jason for his way of living shows me a new way to live my life free. And to Matt and Jerry dont be afraid to shout to the world what you are feeling and shoe off your-self. And for you Maria,Lizz,and Mary.G for showing me emotion should flow like a river. Never should be damned up. Well even if you hate me Im still sorry for the things I have said. And I still will think as you as a friend. (-_-)
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