Feb 08, 2011 21:17
Even though I don't post here alot, I write journal entries all the time. They are just scattered over many different laptop entries and notebook scribblings.
I have whats known as a crush. It is a terrible thing to have to go through. Especially when the person you have a crush on has a boyfriend. I sympathize with anyone who has this terrible disease.
I keep telling myself there is no chance and that I should just consider her a friend which is what she is. One of the few that I've made here. However She keeps popping into my head. Her name is Sarah and she's Jewish. I don't know why that I felt that needed to be said but there you go.
The smallest amount of attention I get from her is incredible. I feel like more of a dork than usual when I'm around her. I also can tell that I like her because I feel the need to insult her and tell her I can't stand her. Not in any malicious hurtful way of course, just being a smart ass.
She also just dyed her hair red....little red haired girl. FUCK ME I'm pathetic.