All those dreams we held so close all seemed to go up in smoke.....
I get so jealous of people in steady relationships. I think it's because I know somewhere deep down that I will never be in one. It's the one thing I want in my life, to just have some companionship. It's the one thing that just seems to be impossible for me to achieve. Girls are never interested in me, they only think they might but then ultimately never do. It's always happened that way. It brings me down so far. And this last encounter just reinforced all my previous fears and insecurities. It blows.