I love..err hate..err love..err hate..uhmm....you..
I feel crushed. I've been hella depressed lately and that my friend, sucks. I don't even feel like writing or drawing...I want to but I just lay there instead. I'm so lost...I have been for a long time but it got worse about 3 weeks ago and I feel worse with every day that goes by. I don't feel like doing anything at all besides just laying in my bed though there are a few people that I just want to see really bad but don't even know if it's worth it. Confusion is killing this cat...
June 17th - I get to see the crazy doctor that will give me meds. It will either be a bumpy ass fuckin ride or a smooth ride. I am hoping for a smooth ride and believing in it as well.
Yesterday was sweet, I spent a lot of time with Kyle. He's really sweet and I like talking to him A LOT.
Today I spent a lot of time with Andy. He's really sweet as well and I like talking to him a lot too. We went over to Megan's after the trip to Clawson High and Ashli, Bob, Keith, and Will were there. I haven't seen will for like...a week so that was cool. Actually...I haven't seen like any of them in a while. So it was really cool but then we had to leave but later I hung out with Charlie (the man with the plan) and Ryan at Charlie's and we had a romantic dinner in his backyard...Spaghetti! It was sweet.
Paper plates and plastic cups. Hahaha.
"..And all the months pass dragging through the mud, dragging through the mud, dragging down.."
-Glassjizzaw
June 17th - I get to see the crazy doctor that will give me meds. It will either be a bumpy ass fuckin ride or a smooth ride. I am hoping for a smooth ride and believing in it as well.
Yesterday was sweet, I spent a lot of time with Kyle. He's really sweet and I like talking to him A LOT.
Today I spent a lot of time with Andy. He's really sweet as well and I like talking to him a lot too. We went over to Megan's after the trip to Clawson High and Ashli, Bob, Keith, and Will were there. I haven't seen will for like...a week so that was cool. Actually...I haven't seen like any of them in a while. So it was really cool but then we had to leave but later I hung out with Charlie (the man with the plan) and Ryan at Charlie's and we had a romantic dinner in his backyard...Spaghetti! It was sweet.
Paper plates and plastic cups. Hahaha.
"..And all the months pass dragging through the mud, dragging through the mud, dragging down.."
-Glassjizzaw