Dec 29, 2006 23:51
Well I just got back from my date with Kyle. He is very nice, very ambitious, and I liked him a lot...but I felt nothing. I don't know why, there's nothing wrong with him, it must be me. I just felt nothing. I don't want to pursue a relationship with him, and I know he won't be happy. It's so unfair.
For awhile I was at this high, but now I'm back to very low. I'm no longer happy with my job, I'm having issues with school, and I just feel like I'm not where I'm supposed to be. I'm just not happy.