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I did it last year.
I'm definitely doing less people this year.
but I guess not all of them are really going to be 'good,' but more along the lines of how I 'feel.'
Miss Kayleigh Adams. my best friend in virginia since 7th grade. I love you more than life itself, and I can't explain how much you mean to me. you're sitting on my bed right now. :] watching american pie. :] I can't even name all the good memories we've had together. and I'm so happy for you and mister brad. :] soon I will find me a dirtbike boy and we'll all go on dates. hahah. damn I don't even know what to say. mrs. kierson's class this year. that pretty much sums it all up. we made that woman's life a living hell, and I loved every bit of it. and she definitely deserved it all anyways. haha she hated us, mostly you, and goodness gracious did that make the class better. print 2 next year babyyyy! kayKEEZLE and leeSEEZLE hahah you gotta get the spit effect in there in order to imagine all of mr. carter. shit I'm tired. maybe I'll add more to this later. :]
Mander Pander! you've been my best friend since the day I was born. and I'm so glad for it. you've helped me through so much stuff and I doubt I'll ever be able to be as good of a friend to you as you are to me. you were there for me this year every single time that I needed it. and you have no idea how thankful I am for it. I miss living near eachother. and I know you're going through so much stuff right now and I really hope it all works out for the best for you. I just want you to know that I am allllways going to be here for you, no matter what.
WINSTON EDGAR HALL. like I told you tonight, you are definitely my favorite boy in the whole world. AND one of my closest friends. it's weird how a few months ago I'd be saying how much I didn't like you and now I feel like we've never been as close as we are now. me and you have been through a lot of ups and downs and I must say dweeb you led me on for quite a while there. :[ BUT. in all honesty, I don't think I've ever completely been able to forgive and forget in my life, with the exception of you. and believe me I'm glad I did because you're one of the few people I trust and I just hope you feel the same way about me. I love you fool. :]
Kyle kyle kyle. what can I say. we've drifted. quite a bit. at the beginning and middle of this year we were inseperable. I felt like there was no one I could rely on more than you. don't get me wrong, you helped me through more stuff than anyone has ever helped me through in my life. and when you said you'd be there for me at 3 in the morning when I needed you, you weren't kidding. I love you so much and I just miss the feeling of us being such close friends. and it really sucks cause I feel like the thing that tore us apart was when we said how we really felt about one another. = / your timing for me was off, and my timing for you was wayyyy off. but I can say that I'm glad it never went to the next level for us cause I know that that could have completely ruined our friendship and I don't ever ever ever want that to happen. I'm sorry for not being reliable for you. I'm sorry for letting stupid feelings get in the way of our friendship. and I'm sorry for letting us drift apart.
oh gosh. so much to say. well to start off I would like to say that before february you were one of my really good friends. me, you, kayleigh, and stephen. we had our own little group and we were there for eachother. thennn it kind of all went downhill from there. all I can say is that I really do wish we never dated. I'm not saying I didn't like you, because believe me I did. I'm not saying I didn't care about you, because ohhh boy did I. all I'm saying is that a stupid 2 month relationship ruined our friendship completely. and I don't think that those 2 months were worth losing our friendship over. and I don't think we'll ever get that friendship back because I just can't seem to force myself to do it. as much as I want to just say 'fuck it, it's over and done with,' I can't. I want to try to be friends but part of me won't let me and I know it will be a while before I can give it another shot. I'm sorry for letting all of this get to me so much. and it may seem selfish to sit here and say I can't get over it, but it really did hurt me. I know I hurt you too, but it just seems like I let it get to me more, and I really can only blame myself for that.
Gabriel! ha. we were supposed to stay 'best friends' and we both know that never happened. it's been happening off and on for the past year. but it's okay cause I've never cared for someone as much as I cared for you and I still smile over every conversation we have. even if it does only last a few minutes. I'm pretty damn sad I didn't get to see you while I was down in florida. who knows when I'll actually see you again but whenever it is, I hope it's soon. I miss you a whole bunch and you better come drive up here and see me soon. :]
you know. it sucks that we've been friends since the beginning of freshman year, and now we don't even talk. I think the whole chris break up thing played a part. well. I know it did. it just sucks cause like I said before, me, you, kayleigh, and chris were 'the sexy four' and I loved you guys like crazy. I miss being friends with you and chris and I wish none of this stupid high school drama ever happened. haha I miss you fool.
little cuzzzz! haha. you're like my own little dr. phil. haha. no matter how annoying I am or pathetic you never make fun of me. :] you're always willing to help me and I love youuuu! it sucks I didn't come up to massachusetts this year. I miss you doofusbutt. don't you worry, someday I'll stop boring you with all of my problems...maybe. :] damnit jimmy I haven't slept in two days and of course yours is the last one I'm writing and yours is going to be shitty cause I'm half asleep by now. but I love you cuzzz and I hope to see you real soon.
the end.
I'm definitely doing less people this year.
but I guess not all of them are really going to be 'good,' but more along the lines of how I 'feel.'
Miss Kayleigh Adams. my best friend in virginia since 7th grade. I love you more than life itself, and I can't explain how much you mean to me. you're sitting on my bed right now. :] watching american pie. :] I can't even name all the good memories we've had together. and I'm so happy for you and mister brad. :] soon I will find me a dirtbike boy and we'll all go on dates. hahah. damn I don't even know what to say. mrs. kierson's class this year. that pretty much sums it all up. we made that woman's life a living hell, and I loved every bit of it. and she definitely deserved it all anyways. haha she hated us, mostly you, and goodness gracious did that make the class better. print 2 next year babyyyy! kayKEEZLE and leeSEEZLE hahah you gotta get the spit effect in there in order to imagine all of mr. carter. shit I'm tired. maybe I'll add more to this later. :]
Mander Pander! you've been my best friend since the day I was born. and I'm so glad for it. you've helped me through so much stuff and I doubt I'll ever be able to be as good of a friend to you as you are to me. you were there for me this year every single time that I needed it. and you have no idea how thankful I am for it. I miss living near eachother. and I know you're going through so much stuff right now and I really hope it all works out for the best for you. I just want you to know that I am allllways going to be here for you, no matter what.
WINSTON EDGAR HALL. like I told you tonight, you are definitely my favorite boy in the whole world. AND one of my closest friends. it's weird how a few months ago I'd be saying how much I didn't like you and now I feel like we've never been as close as we are now. me and you have been through a lot of ups and downs and I must say dweeb you led me on for quite a while there. :[ BUT. in all honesty, I don't think I've ever completely been able to forgive and forget in my life, with the exception of you. and believe me I'm glad I did because you're one of the few people I trust and I just hope you feel the same way about me. I love you fool. :]
Kyle kyle kyle. what can I say. we've drifted. quite a bit. at the beginning and middle of this year we were inseperable. I felt like there was no one I could rely on more than you. don't get me wrong, you helped me through more stuff than anyone has ever helped me through in my life. and when you said you'd be there for me at 3 in the morning when I needed you, you weren't kidding. I love you so much and I just miss the feeling of us being such close friends. and it really sucks cause I feel like the thing that tore us apart was when we said how we really felt about one another. = / your timing for me was off, and my timing for you was wayyyy off. but I can say that I'm glad it never went to the next level for us cause I know that that could have completely ruined our friendship and I don't ever ever ever want that to happen. I'm sorry for not being reliable for you. I'm sorry for letting stupid feelings get in the way of our friendship. and I'm sorry for letting us drift apart.
oh gosh. so much to say. well to start off I would like to say that before february you were one of my really good friends. me, you, kayleigh, and stephen. we had our own little group and we were there for eachother. thennn it kind of all went downhill from there. all I can say is that I really do wish we never dated. I'm not saying I didn't like you, because believe me I did. I'm not saying I didn't care about you, because ohhh boy did I. all I'm saying is that a stupid 2 month relationship ruined our friendship completely. and I don't think that those 2 months were worth losing our friendship over. and I don't think we'll ever get that friendship back because I just can't seem to force myself to do it. as much as I want to just say 'fuck it, it's over and done with,' I can't. I want to try to be friends but part of me won't let me and I know it will be a while before I can give it another shot. I'm sorry for letting all of this get to me so much. and it may seem selfish to sit here and say I can't get over it, but it really did hurt me. I know I hurt you too, but it just seems like I let it get to me more, and I really can only blame myself for that.
Gabriel! ha. we were supposed to stay 'best friends' and we both know that never happened. it's been happening off and on for the past year. but it's okay cause I've never cared for someone as much as I cared for you and I still smile over every conversation we have. even if it does only last a few minutes. I'm pretty damn sad I didn't get to see you while I was down in florida. who knows when I'll actually see you again but whenever it is, I hope it's soon. I miss you a whole bunch and you better come drive up here and see me soon. :]
you know. it sucks that we've been friends since the beginning of freshman year, and now we don't even talk. I think the whole chris break up thing played a part. well. I know it did. it just sucks cause like I said before, me, you, kayleigh, and chris were 'the sexy four' and I loved you guys like crazy. I miss being friends with you and chris and I wish none of this stupid high school drama ever happened. haha I miss you fool.
little cuzzzz! haha. you're like my own little dr. phil. haha. no matter how annoying I am or pathetic you never make fun of me. :] you're always willing to help me and I love youuuu! it sucks I didn't come up to massachusetts this year. I miss you doofusbutt. don't you worry, someday I'll stop boring you with all of my problems...maybe. :] damnit jimmy I haven't slept in two days and of course yours is the last one I'm writing and yours is going to be shitty cause I'm half asleep by now. but I love you cuzzz and I hope to see you real soon.
the end.