May 29, 2005 11:07
Sunday morning.
My parents went to buy some things for the afternoon bbq.
What a very long week it has been.
Seems like Wednesday was a lifetime ago.
Wednesday was a lifetime ago.
It's been more than a year since I last step foot in a school.
A lifetime ago.
Amazing how time works.
This summer will go by so quickly.
June is in two days.
I think...
Summer's gonna seem like it was a week long.
Yet last week seemed like it was a year long.
I have no idea what I'm talking about.
I like writing like this.
It's kinda like a list of my thoughts and ideas.
It doesn't even have to flow.
Kinda like poetry.
I like poetry.
I had a dream this morning.
A very vivid dream.
I was playing soccer in a field.
And one of my best friends came and joined me.
Nathan Swartz.
I haven't seen or heard from him in over a year.
He goes to Georgia Southern now.
On a soccer scholarship.
I miss that kid.
We had some good times together.
Soccer.
Camping.
Hanging out.
I hope he's doing well.
I haven't thought of him at all since this morning.
Now I miss him.
Fuckin' that kid was so cool.
He taught me how to play soccer.
We played on the same team.
He was foward and I was midfield.
Left-mid.
I'm addicted to America's Army again.
For awhile there I was playing that game like an hour a week.
Now it's like ALL the time.
Ooo.
I bought like 24 ice cream sandwiches on Tuesday.
I'm the only person in my family who eats them.
I've been having one for breakfast, lunch, dinner and the occasional snack.
In fact, I just had one this morning.
Im getting a bit sick of them.
You can only eat so many before becoming sick.
Fritos and ice cream sandwiches, part of a complete breakfast.
YOUR HAIR IS EVERYWHERE!
Who reads these things anymore??
NO ONE!
I'm writing this for my own personal, selfish, greedy, satisfaction.
It's my buzz.
My high.
I like writing.
Have you ever ask someone how their day was and they only said "fine"?
I don't like the word 'fine'.
It's too vague.
And it's such a conversation ender.
"How was your day?" "fine, yours?" "just fine"
Where do you go from there?
"anything interesting happened?"???
That sounds so gay.
Throw the 'fine' away!
There are plenty of words in the English language that can be substituted for fine.
They call them adjectives.
"how was your day?" "my day was very dramatic, full of excitement and uncertainties"
your lipstick, his collar, dont bother angel, I know exactly what goes on.
Tomorrow's Memorial Day.
What would happen if there were no wars.
No war was ever fought.
Hmmm...the world would be overpopulated.
Starvation.
I dont think that it's possible for the world to exist without war.
Think about it:
1. The world becomes overpopulated and crowded.
2. There wont be enough food to feed everyone.
3. Famine strikes on a global proportion.
4. Countries desimated by the famine the most will look toward countries who still have food for support.
5. The well-off countries wont give them food though cause they have to save it.
6. Arguements follow then someone throws a punch.
7. Thus starting a war.
Tell me what it's like to be with you. Remind me of the things we use to do. And tell me that this time will never end. Tell me what it's like. Tell me again.