Apr 16, 2006 19:59
''They say if you hold back your feelings
because your afraid of getting hurt,
you wind up hurting anyways.''
I think thats wrong.. there are reasons we put up walls and try to hold back our feelins because we know, once you find out we care about you more than life itself you'll take advantage of it.. you'll push It soo far we think"why do i deal with what i deal with" but do we stop dealing with it NO! we just keep going on leting you do the things you do.. we just wait for those moments those little things you say or do, that makes us love you, and we think it makes up for the things you Dont say or do. Its hard. soo I ask why.
WHY? why do act the way you do. yea u say"ur still here aren't you' if i wasn't who the fuck else would be honestly because we chose to put up with your crap do you feel the need to make us feel like sometimes its not worth it. cant you Just act like you care im here, can you just act like if i walked away today you'd Be upset in some way.
Please can you just appreicate that im here right were i wanna be.
>>I love you<<
"say it like you mean it"
what if i do mean it, what then?
♥