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[spanishplaya]

I don't know why I still have this journal anymore. Its not worth writing in all that I've written about has proved pointless. Fantasies complaints and successes. Nothing really worth remembering since we aretold to move forward in life. How can you do that without learning from the past. To learn from the past means to reexamine it and by

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[living2b_lonely]

well i finally read the 58 messages in my inbox. I know we have an awkward friendship. First of all, I don't usually pay attention to AIM that much. I never IM anyone because I'm usually preoccupied with something else. Secondly, I have a hard time carrying a conversation with a person who is constantly being negative about life but then saying "whatever, it doesn't matter," instead of being interested in taking advice or at least have an interest in doing something for the better. Your analogy - it was very accurate. I would take the time out of my busy day to drop everything for a minute or two and enjoy myself like petting a dog. You however are driven. You want to be the biggest and the best. I consider myself fortunate to get a B in my class, where you won't be satisfied with anything less than an A. and as for your friends, you get irritated with them alot. and some of them you have lost. everyone has. but you seem to insist with hanging out with the same group of people. the same ones who all have their own problems. and you claim to disagree with their views and principles on different things like drinking, drugs and sex, and yet, it never occured to you, to make friends with other people?

Yes, I know. this all means nothing to you. You don't like to take advice from me because I'm "unexperienced" and I don't know what its like in "the real world." Trust me, I know more than you think I do.

[spanishplaya]

yup you gotta be the best