I CAN HAS HELP?
I hate my life.
Like actually.
Even though the past weeks have been amazing, and I've been just so happy here at home, and with my friends, and everything...
I'm having a ridiculously hard time getting over him. It;ll sound JUST like last time, but he was perfect for me and it really sucks that shit had to end this way. I'm never going to be enough. I'm just done with dating for a while, I don't want to see a boy and have any ........... UGH.
He's way too fucking gorgeous. It kills me inside. That and knowing that I was happy. I can't even look at a picture without starting to cry. I wish it would all go back. But then again, I don't. He was making me miserable and I was beginning to lose myself again. I was losing my friends and my life just to please him. The emotional stress he put on me was actually killing me. I'm not even joking.
The more and more upset I got over him, and the worse and worse he made me feel, the worse my health got. My joints everywhere were destroying me, I really hit rock bottom this summer. It's a slow crawl up.
God, I can't believe someone can do this to you. Make you feel so insignificant. Make you feel like crap and that you wont be happy ever again.
I'm tired of breakups and false declarations from douchebags with small penises and no heart or soul. One track minded loner wannabes. Thats all I ever seem to date. They have no friends, are self important egomaniacs and drag me down.
Boys suck.
Oh yeah, and I start work soon. Joy....
I hate summer. Officially.
Like actually.
Even though the past weeks have been amazing, and I've been just so happy here at home, and with my friends, and everything...
I'm having a ridiculously hard time getting over him. It;ll sound JUST like last time, but he was perfect for me and it really sucks that shit had to end this way. I'm never going to be enough. I'm just done with dating for a while, I don't want to see a boy and have any ........... UGH.
He's way too fucking gorgeous. It kills me inside. That and knowing that I was happy. I can't even look at a picture without starting to cry. I wish it would all go back. But then again, I don't. He was making me miserable and I was beginning to lose myself again. I was losing my friends and my life just to please him. The emotional stress he put on me was actually killing me. I'm not even joking.
The more and more upset I got over him, and the worse and worse he made me feel, the worse my health got. My joints everywhere were destroying me, I really hit rock bottom this summer. It's a slow crawl up.
God, I can't believe someone can do this to you. Make you feel so insignificant. Make you feel like crap and that you wont be happy ever again.
I'm tired of breakups and false declarations from douchebags with small penises and no heart or soul. One track minded loner wannabes. Thats all I ever seem to date. They have no friends, are self important egomaniacs and drag me down.
Boys suck.
Oh yeah, and I start work soon. Joy....
I hate summer. Officially.