anybody there
I am just going to say things of how I am feeling. I am not going to tell a story at all.
i hate you.
you always lie.
you fucking suck.
you both manipulate people. i dont care about you and the baby. you get attention for nothing! you suck. why are you so much better than me when you do NOTHING and your LAZY and use people. you havent changed.. neiter of you have changed. my heart races and me hands shake when you two upset me. fuck you! dont ask me for shit ever! go fuck yourselves. go suck her dry like you always do. and you go do whatever she tells u to do u robotic idiot. you dont care about me EVER. you never have. I am not a fucking punching bag IM NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! family is never here for you, ever! i am 26 and its still the same bull shit i deal with and i am in therapy because of it.
saying all this feels a little better.
i wont cry or hurt myself over this shit. i will type it down and be done with it.
Ok.
I am no longer going to search for the good in the dark, if you are good the light will shine. period.
i hate you.
you always lie.
you fucking suck.
you both manipulate people. i dont care about you and the baby. you get attention for nothing! you suck. why are you so much better than me when you do NOTHING and your LAZY and use people. you havent changed.. neiter of you have changed. my heart races and me hands shake when you two upset me. fuck you! dont ask me for shit ever! go fuck yourselves. go suck her dry like you always do. and you go do whatever she tells u to do u robotic idiot. you dont care about me EVER. you never have. I am not a fucking punching bag IM NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! family is never here for you, ever! i am 26 and its still the same bull shit i deal with and i am in therapy because of it.
saying all this feels a little better.
i wont cry or hurt myself over this shit. i will type it down and be done with it.
Ok.
I am no longer going to search for the good in the dark, if you are good the light will shine. period.