the people closest to u hurt u the most!
well life has been pretty shitty.nothing seems to be fallin in to place. the person i care n love more than anything in this world keeps hurtin me over n over. y i dont kno but i wish they would stop. i guess keepin my distance is the best way to go. one thing ive noticed these past couple of months is that.... i talk to tons of ppl and all these ppl have said that if i ever need them or someone to talk to they will b there for me right? well where the hell are all u at?!? and to top all things off im losing my best friend! but i guess thats what happens when they get a boyfriend. i hate when girls do that cuz guys come n go. this is suppose to b the best year but so far its been the worse. i hope things get better. i feel like im slowing dyin inside and ive been takin somethings to consideration that should never cross ANYONES mind....
so things wit my mom are prolly worse than ever, last time i counted she had kicked me out about 34 times in teh past month! its funny tho cuz after a couple of days of being gone she calls n asks me to come back. wtf if up wit that?!? oh well. but on a good note.. i got into CENTRAL!! thats about the only good thing that has happened to me in a while. i cant wait to finish school here n move up there away from everything and start over! well thats about all i have time for. lata!!
so things wit my mom are prolly worse than ever, last time i counted she had kicked me out about 34 times in teh past month! its funny tho cuz after a couple of days of being gone she calls n asks me to come back. wtf if up wit that?!? oh well. but on a good note.. i got into CENTRAL!! thats about the only good thing that has happened to me in a while. i cant wait to finish school here n move up there away from everything and start over! well thats about all i have time for. lata!!