Been a while
Well..i guess what they say about Myspace being addicting is true.. as you can tell from my lack of updating ever since i posted my Myspace icon.. lol... anywayz.. i dont even know why i write in here anymore i really dont feel like anyone even reads this at all... it's like i have the boring journal cause everyone else has like 5 or more comments per entry and i dont even have one.. which makes me comfortable enough to say whatever the fuck i want to say here.. i dont think anyone will read it.. lol
right now i'm just so pissed at mauricio.. mike(his best friend) always comes to my house and they do the same thing... play my Ps2 and eat all my food... i'm just so tired of it.. cant he see how boring it is for me to sit on the couch and watch him and his friend play a whole baseball game while acting stupid and doing nasty things like farting .. burping.. whatever.... what the hell am i supposed to do? I can't even do anything in my own house.
My mom is also driving me crazy with all the wedding stuff... i'm the maid of honor and in turn have "many responsibilities that must be done NOW".. lol... so yeah and lately it's like all she cares about is her JOB which is 24/7 she's always on the phone or her laptop or something... and her boyfriend of course he's the freakin apple of her eye... so i guess she's glad that my brother is leaving for the summer to stay with my dad and my grandma for the rest of the summer... less stress for her.. more time alone for me.. now i feel lucky that mauricio lives with me cause at least i wont be alone on the weekends at my house when she leaves to go to her boyfriend's.
I still dont have a job and it's getting really serious..I really gotta get off my ass and do something already about money.. gotta save up so i can get the hell out of my house... i just want my life to start already.. school's over and what's next? I'm still NOT REALLY SURE.. and that's scary because it seems like everyone already has their life planned out.. and i'm stuck inside myself.
time to eat.. i love pizza
right now i'm just so pissed at mauricio.. mike(his best friend) always comes to my house and they do the same thing... play my Ps2 and eat all my food... i'm just so tired of it.. cant he see how boring it is for me to sit on the couch and watch him and his friend play a whole baseball game while acting stupid and doing nasty things like farting .. burping.. whatever.... what the hell am i supposed to do? I can't even do anything in my own house.
My mom is also driving me crazy with all the wedding stuff... i'm the maid of honor and in turn have "many responsibilities that must be done NOW".. lol... so yeah and lately it's like all she cares about is her JOB which is 24/7 she's always on the phone or her laptop or something... and her boyfriend of course he's the freakin apple of her eye... so i guess she's glad that my brother is leaving for the summer to stay with my dad and my grandma for the rest of the summer... less stress for her.. more time alone for me.. now i feel lucky that mauricio lives with me cause at least i wont be alone on the weekends at my house when she leaves to go to her boyfriend's.
I still dont have a job and it's getting really serious..I really gotta get off my ass and do something already about money.. gotta save up so i can get the hell out of my house... i just want my life to start already.. school's over and what's next? I'm still NOT REALLY SURE.. and that's scary because it seems like everyone already has their life planned out.. and i'm stuck inside myself.
time to eat.. i love pizza