Can it be any more complicated?
Well lately I've been feeling more depressed than ever.. but in a way- more relieved than ever... really long story.. but whatever it's my journal this is what this shit is for right? I dont wanna type that much right now.. but anyway i'm just chillen at home really the past couple of days.. I dont really talk to anyone anymore.. just the people who still care enough to talk to me.
But it's not all that bad really- it's had more ups than downs so I guess that makes everything that's going on right now OK.. and in the end this whole bullshit melodrama will in turn make me the person that I wanna become in life...and be with the people that I want to be with <33xoxo
I love how he looks at me and how he makes me feel... He tells me that he loves me and I see it in his eyes.. he means it. He's my best friend and the love of my life.. no doubt about it.. he makes me a better person and happier than I've ever been. I love you baby- u are my hero.. <33
But anyhow.. time for me to go to bed... ZzZ **Sweet Dreams**
But it's not all that bad really- it's had more ups than downs so I guess that makes everything that's going on right now OK.. and in the end this whole bullshit melodrama will in turn make me the person that I wanna become in life...and be with the people that I want to be with <33xoxo
I love how he looks at me and how he makes me feel... He tells me that he loves me and I see it in his eyes.. he means it. He's my best friend and the love of my life.. no doubt about it.. he makes me a better person and happier than I've ever been. I love you baby- u are my hero.. <33
But anyhow.. time for me to go to bed... ZzZ **Sweet Dreams**