Shit
Emily was a binge drinker.
And anorexic.
She slept around.
And lied.
Quess out of those 4 things how many Sarah can identify with?
If I turn into her, I will die.
She would faint because she didn't eat enough...sound familiar?
She would drink until she wouldn't remember the night...sound familiar?
She would avoid eating so that she could stay thin...not get thin, just stay thin...sound familiar?
No more drinking. I'm done with it. Wine, maybe. No hard alcohol. Absolutely no beer. Certainly will avoid being drunk ever again, I will ALWAYS stop after one...whatever it is I'm having.
I'm also stopping this starving thing. Six fucking years. I'm sick. Literally. Anorexia or whatever, it's gotta stop.
I will NOT become Emily.
I will NOT be that woman. Ever. I will NEVER leave my child because I want to get FUCKED more often. I will never leave my husband because he is too LOVING. And I certainly will never cheat on anyone. Ever.
I can't believe this is in my genes. All in all, I was fucked from the beginning.
I can only pray every day that I do not become that.
Shit...she started off just like me...or I did like her.
I have to change.
And anorexic.
She slept around.
And lied.
Quess out of those 4 things how many Sarah can identify with?
If I turn into her, I will die.
She would faint because she didn't eat enough...sound familiar?
She would drink until she wouldn't remember the night...sound familiar?
She would avoid eating so that she could stay thin...not get thin, just stay thin...sound familiar?
No more drinking. I'm done with it. Wine, maybe. No hard alcohol. Absolutely no beer. Certainly will avoid being drunk ever again, I will ALWAYS stop after one...whatever it is I'm having.
I'm also stopping this starving thing. Six fucking years. I'm sick. Literally. Anorexia or whatever, it's gotta stop.
I will NOT become Emily.
I will NOT be that woman. Ever. I will NEVER leave my child because I want to get FUCKED more often. I will never leave my husband because he is too LOVING. And I certainly will never cheat on anyone. Ever.
I can't believe this is in my genes. All in all, I was fucked from the beginning.
I can only pray every day that I do not become that.
Shit...she started off just like me...or I did like her.
I have to change.