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[spanglishnina]

Well...I never updated the other night like I said I would. Sorry guys! I was however, able to get my room completely finished, furniture and all. It is so awesome, I love it! I'll describe it after Anna gets back because I don't want her to read all about my new room and spoil my surprise, you will all just have to wait. Not that you really care what my room now looks like, but ya know I am excited and just want to share my excitement :0) Our entire upstairs is currently a disaster because we cleared out my old room up there and then put all of the junk from downstairs up in my old bedroom. We are trying to finish furnishing and organizing the new family room (my old room) and also trying to get ready for our garage sale next Saturday...fun, fun. Needless to say, life is a little busy and messy. It turns out that I won't be able to have the get-together that I had wanted. For the next month we are just going to be too busy. My Uncle Lee and his son Ethan are coming next week and staying for a while so we are trying to prepare for them also. There just isn't much to report in my life besides house renovation news (boring). I feel like such a slacker when it comes to exercising and practicing v-ball and b-ball. My parents have kind of stopped going to the Y and so I have no transportation to get there to run and lift. I'm feeling really out of shape and with b-ball season coming up first I really don't feel ready physically. This was supposed to be the summer of major working out but my opportunities to get to the Y to do so have been really slim. I am so frustrated with myself :0(
I can never seem to stick to things and really make a change regarding my body. I know I'm not fat but there is this part of me that keeps a negative body-image in my mind. I have a desperate need to stay thin, toned and in shape. Uuggghhh. Well enough about me, I better go. I love and miss you all. I hope to see you guys soon!