I apologize, but lately...
I've tried and tried to think of something interesting to blog about, and when I sit down....there's nothing. Nothing but negativity.
Negative thoughts, feelings, outlooks....just boring bitching and whining, so...my content is vapid, and not as profoundly thought provoking as I used to be (as if I ever really was to begin with)...and I apologize. My life has not been all that exciting lately...it's been dull and disappointing...and of course, depressing.
Maybe I have writer's block? Not as much free time? Nothing stimulating in my life? I'm really not sure what it is, but I wish I could snap the fuck out of it....these doldrums of emptiness. I'm just in a bit of a funk in my life right now, and nothing is worth putting to digital cyberspace.
I'm not exercising, not going to pilates anymore, like I should, still smoking, still...ummm...still not getting most of my wants and needs met.
I just work, sleep, work, sleep, work, sleep...rinse repeat.
I should really just shoot myself for becoming so dull and lifeless.
I really do not seem to have anything to look forward to anymore.
I can't afford to have anything to look forward to any longer....and
life continues to pass me by....here it comes...and there it goes....*whoosh*
Damn, I'm so pathetic....*pukes*
Negative thoughts, feelings, outlooks....just boring bitching and whining, so...my content is vapid, and not as profoundly thought provoking as I used to be (as if I ever really was to begin with)...and I apologize. My life has not been all that exciting lately...it's been dull and disappointing...and of course, depressing.
Maybe I have writer's block? Not as much free time? Nothing stimulating in my life? I'm really not sure what it is, but I wish I could snap the fuck out of it....these doldrums of emptiness. I'm just in a bit of a funk in my life right now, and nothing is worth putting to digital cyberspace.
I'm not exercising, not going to pilates anymore, like I should, still smoking, still...ummm...still not getting most of my wants and needs met.
I just work, sleep, work, sleep, work, sleep...rinse repeat.
I should really just shoot myself for becoming so dull and lifeless.
I really do not seem to have anything to look forward to anymore.
I can't afford to have anything to look forward to any longer....and
life continues to pass me by....here it comes...and there it goes....*whoosh*
Damn, I'm so pathetic....*pukes*