Jan 07, 2004 17:44
i came home from school at 1:45 and slept until 5:10. i needed it so badly. my mind was starting to slow...but i have a AP american government test tomorrow and i need to start studying. NOW. but im not. am i?
so, all i want to say outwardly is that im becoming really attatched and im scared that i am. i do my best not to use real emotions with my friends...but...yeah, thats not happening.
todays my grams birhtday and i didnt get her a present. im an asshole. i have to think of something before 8:15 tonight...bleh...im thinking a card with an IOU dinner? but do i want to sit through dinner with her again?