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once again i fall short of what i expected was expected of me and i suppose that i could just pack up and do it over again but how. perhaps i need a manual of sorts to guide me through, a manual for dummies. then i would have a label adn fit into a category and then be able to be sorted and sit with those of my kind.
why oh why am i not sorted into a nice little pod that woudl fit so well.
even more why dont i want to take the risk to find me a place in the dewey decimal system.
even more than taht i know that this is just pointless.
utterly pointless.
every remark i have ever wanted to make has been made by somebody else and ther eis nothin gi can do to make it mine because i cant have what isnt mine but what is mine i dont want.
why oh why am i not sorted into a nice little pod that woudl fit so well.
even more why dont i want to take the risk to find me a place in the dewey decimal system.
even more than taht i know that this is just pointless.
utterly pointless.
every remark i have ever wanted to make has been made by somebody else and ther eis nothin gi can do to make it mine because i cant have what isnt mine but what is mine i dont want.