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Reply to this meme by yelling 'PEACE, LOVE, AND BREAD', and I will give you five words that remind me of you. Then post them in your journal and explain what they mean to you. Keep in mind that if I don't know you that well, your words might end up kind of odd or weird.
Japan
Japan as a country, it's my second homeland. My parent's both came from Japan and all my relatives still live there. I visit it every summer, (and sometimes in winter or spring for other reasons) so it's a rather close place to me. As I grew, I was more interested in its culture and started to appreciate it a lot. I'm still wondering if when I grow up I want to live there or not. I'm really tempted to. I like America and all, especially since this is my birthplace and all, but Japan's like...a really nice place that I can totally relax in and stuff. I definately want to stay there for a year, but I'm not sure if I want to go beyond that. To keep living there for the rest of my life. It's always been something I've been thinking about.
Japan as an APH character, well man he's so cute. I can totally understand his traits. And there's a lot of places I link with that character fft. And despite me calling him cute, I really think he's manly. Like, really.
Spandex
My first contact with the word 'Spandex' is Envy from Full Metal Alchemist with his spandex skorts. Ever since then spandex's have been something of a lol factor to me. It's not like..my favorite thing evar or anything, but this journal name did end up having the word spandex in it. IT WASN'T SUPPOSED TO. I was like pandas....panda-ex! ...hey that sounds like spandex! lemme combine it to spandaex! and. Yeah.
Are you Alice?
I first saw it on nicovideo. But then it got deleted right after. And I've been hunting for it ever since. I think I got into the series...um...a year or so ago? When Bibliomania was gonna come out next. I think the first thing that got me in was Sakurai was in it. I love that person. And then it was about Alice in Wonderland and yeah. I was like "THIS. I WILL MARRY THIS SERIES ONE DAY". and I so moe'd hard and long. As a fan that's been with this series for some time, I'm so happy that it got more popularized into a manga. SRSLY. THE NEXT STEP SHOULD BE AN ANIME. OR AT LEAST AN OVA. but then I would want the most awesomeest anime evar with its original cast and original soundtrack. because i would be picky and whatever.
Alice? also gave me a way to make a friend in Japan. I was in an Alice? chat and I talked with a person to forever in the twilight, and we decided to meet up when I went in summer. And man she's such a cute person, I'm so happy being friends with her. So thank you very much Are you Alice?. You are, in all sorts of ways, an awesome series.
Reading the Situtation
LOLZ um. I...think I'm not too good at it. Well, I think I can read the situtation somewhat. I don't think I'm like as fail as America or Suzaku. But sometimes things people talk about totally go above my head. Wait, that's just dense. but anyway. Reading the situation. When the times I can actually read it, I sometimes just...fail to know what to do afterwards. I read the situation and then....nothing. I'm like "...um. oh man i should say something but what should i say should i just be quiet or should i say ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" and then I feel so fail and sad.
Downtown Disney
It's a place of good and bad memories. As a prom committee member I had gone for the set up and clean ups for the past two year's prom. Freshman year I was able to fill up the spare...4 hours? with some friends. It was raining though. And then last year. Oh god, he will die. My classmate said he would go to clean up so I waited for him to come. And. He never came. And I will kill him and I ended up alone and wandering around Downtown Disney for four hours. Alone. HAHAHAHA SCREW PEOPLE ALONE IS AWESOME. And then that last one with getting..ditched (sort of) too. Yeah. I get ditched there a lot.
But then it's where I met Rema for the first time too. So omg awesome memory. And scavenger hunt was awesome there. And it's like. Close to Disneyland and stuff. Yeah. A place of mixed feelings.
SCHOOL. SECOND SEMESTER. I ALREADY WANTED TO JUMP OFF SOMETHING. [SOB]
I got three B's. It was sort of expected. An 83.54 in Algebra 2, a 87.31 in AP Bio. Actually I'm kinda happy with my AP Bio. I didn't expect to get such a high B. I think I'll be able to get an A next semester if I try hard. And I will.
I was also surprised at the fact that I got an A in Zoology.
BUT WHATEVER. WHAT I AM SO MAD. IS THAT MY LOWEST GRADE. WAS. APUSH. I GOT AN 80 AND. I just. I don't know. I got an 88 in my final. idk it was okay considering I was like "JASFJASLDKJFA I WILL KILL THIS STUDY GUIDE. I AM GOING TO SLEEP NOW." and yeah. And I guess it's expected that I would get a B. ..I guess. .....AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH.
I'm just highly angry at myself. Especially if I really want to be in a history major. A B in that class. idk. I just want to. Like. Bang my head on the door repeatedly. And then when I saw my AP Bio and Zoology grade I just. Lol'd. Why am I getting higher grades in a science class that I don't plan to major in. Probably. I thought science was going to be one of my worst subjects. And it's true I'm not too good at it. But I realized it this year. I've always had an idea but, it's really important to have good teachers. My history teacher is just. Beyond epic fail. I've said before that I wanted an Euro Class at my school. But now I'm so glad there isn't. He would just ruin it. I know it. I talked to one of my friends that likes US history and wanted to be a US history teacher, and even she said our teacher was making her just. Not like that class anymore. What kind of fail is that? But then our science teacher on the other hand. She's awesome. It's hard, I agree. But I love that class. I have fun and I learn. I had so much fun studying for my AP Bio final. It was hard and torturous but I had so much fun in studying. But then when my AP US final came I was just. Irritated and bored and wanted to just throw it out of the window, despite history being one of my big interest.
idk, this realization. Makes me want to re-think about what I want to do. I really think I can't major in a science because I know I wouldn't be able to do well in it. But then idk my history scores make me sad. And so I should try hard. By myself. I'm just about ready to just ignore that teacher, just do homework, and study on my own. It's not much different, I shouldn't expect him to teach us anything. But I'm just. Still mad at him. He's a teacher. And so many people hate that class and subject because of him. I just know it. History is such an interesting subject, but I'm just sad that nobody gets that in my school. And I know my friends don't absolutely reject that subject. Because our lit. teacher or spanish teacher talks about history sometimes, and everyone listens to them and looks so interested. I'm just sad that it's the teacher's fault so many people dislike that subject.
And then another thing is that. God. It was totally my fault and I know it was mine, so I'm annoyed at myself even more. But Arvella auditions were today. And I didn't know until like. At that moment. I came up from AP Bio and then Miss Sandy comes and says AUDITIONS ARE NOW. And I'm like "....................................what nobody told me anything ever." and I went to go tell my teacher (it was the drama class next too so it was the person who nominated me) and she didn't seem to know about it either. And my friends didn't know about the audition either when I looked afterwards. But maybe it was because it was all for different subjects. Idk. I did my monologue shortened. But I'm just. aaaaaaagh. I know it's my fault for not asking sooner and yeah.
Today was a weird day. I was happy and highly dissapointed at myself at the same time.
Japan
Japan as a country, it's my second homeland. My parent's both came from Japan and all my relatives still live there. I visit it every summer, (and sometimes in winter or spring for other reasons) so it's a rather close place to me. As I grew, I was more interested in its culture and started to appreciate it a lot. I'm still wondering if when I grow up I want to live there or not. I'm really tempted to. I like America and all, especially since this is my birthplace and all, but Japan's like...a really nice place that I can totally relax in and stuff. I definately want to stay there for a year, but I'm not sure if I want to go beyond that. To keep living there for the rest of my life. It's always been something I've been thinking about.
Japan as an APH character, well man he's so cute. I can totally understand his traits. And there's a lot of places I link with that character fft. And despite me calling him cute, I really think he's manly. Like, really.
Spandex
My first contact with the word 'Spandex' is Envy from Full Metal Alchemist with his spandex skorts. Ever since then spandex's have been something of a lol factor to me. It's not like..my favorite thing evar or anything, but this journal name did end up having the word spandex in it. IT WASN'T SUPPOSED TO. I was like pandas....panda-ex! ...hey that sounds like spandex! lemme combine it to spandaex! and. Yeah.
Are you Alice?
I first saw it on nicovideo. But then it got deleted right after. And I've been hunting for it ever since. I think I got into the series...um...a year or so ago? When Bibliomania was gonna come out next. I think the first thing that got me in was Sakurai was in it. I love that person. And then it was about Alice in Wonderland and yeah. I was like "THIS. I WILL MARRY THIS SERIES ONE DAY". and I so moe'd hard and long. As a fan that's been with this series for some time, I'm so happy that it got more popularized into a manga. SRSLY. THE NEXT STEP SHOULD BE AN ANIME. OR AT LEAST AN OVA. but then I would want the most awesomeest anime evar with its original cast and original soundtrack. because i would be picky and whatever.
Alice? also gave me a way to make a friend in Japan. I was in an Alice? chat and I talked with a person to forever in the twilight, and we decided to meet up when I went in summer. And man she's such a cute person, I'm so happy being friends with her. So thank you very much Are you Alice?. You are, in all sorts of ways, an awesome series.
Reading the Situtation
LOLZ um. I...think I'm not too good at it. Well, I think I can read the situtation somewhat. I don't think I'm like as fail as America or Suzaku. But sometimes things people talk about totally go above my head. Wait, that's just dense. but anyway. Reading the situation. When the times I can actually read it, I sometimes just...fail to know what to do afterwards. I read the situation and then....nothing. I'm like "...um. oh man i should say something but what should i say should i just be quiet or should i say ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" and then I feel so fail and sad.
Downtown Disney
It's a place of good and bad memories. As a prom committee member I had gone for the set up and clean ups for the past two year's prom. Freshman year I was able to fill up the spare...4 hours? with some friends. It was raining though. And then last year. Oh god, he will die. My classmate said he would go to clean up so I waited for him to come. And. He never came. And I will kill him and I ended up alone and wandering around Downtown Disney for four hours. Alone. HAHAHAHA SCREW PEOPLE ALONE IS AWESOME. And then that last one with getting..ditched (sort of) too. Yeah. I get ditched there a lot.
But then it's where I met Rema for the first time too. So omg awesome memory. And scavenger hunt was awesome there. And it's like. Close to Disneyland and stuff. Yeah. A place of mixed feelings.
SCHOOL. SECOND SEMESTER. I ALREADY WANTED TO JUMP OFF SOMETHING. [SOB]
I got three B's. It was sort of expected. An 83.54 in Algebra 2, a 87.31 in AP Bio. Actually I'm kinda happy with my AP Bio. I didn't expect to get such a high B. I think I'll be able to get an A next semester if I try hard. And I will.
I was also surprised at the fact that I got an A in Zoology.
BUT WHATEVER. WHAT I AM SO MAD. IS THAT MY LOWEST GRADE. WAS. APUSH. I GOT AN 80 AND. I just. I don't know. I got an 88 in my final. idk it was okay considering I was like "JASFJASLDKJFA I WILL KILL THIS STUDY GUIDE. I AM GOING TO SLEEP NOW." and yeah. And I guess it's expected that I would get a B. ..I guess. .....AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH.
I'm just highly angry at myself. Especially if I really want to be in a history major. A B in that class. idk. I just want to. Like. Bang my head on the door repeatedly. And then when I saw my AP Bio and Zoology grade I just. Lol'd. Why am I getting higher grades in a science class that I don't plan to major in. Probably. I thought science was going to be one of my worst subjects. And it's true I'm not too good at it. But I realized it this year. I've always had an idea but, it's really important to have good teachers. My history teacher is just. Beyond epic fail. I've said before that I wanted an Euro Class at my school. But now I'm so glad there isn't. He would just ruin it. I know it. I talked to one of my friends that likes US history and wanted to be a US history teacher, and even she said our teacher was making her just. Not like that class anymore. What kind of fail is that? But then our science teacher on the other hand. She's awesome. It's hard, I agree. But I love that class. I have fun and I learn. I had so much fun studying for my AP Bio final. It was hard and torturous but I had so much fun in studying. But then when my AP US final came I was just. Irritated and bored and wanted to just throw it out of the window, despite history being one of my big interest.
idk, this realization. Makes me want to re-think about what I want to do. I really think I can't major in a science because I know I wouldn't be able to do well in it. But then idk my history scores make me sad. And so I should try hard. By myself. I'm just about ready to just ignore that teacher, just do homework, and study on my own. It's not much different, I shouldn't expect him to teach us anything. But I'm just. Still mad at him. He's a teacher. And so many people hate that class and subject because of him. I just know it. History is such an interesting subject, but I'm just sad that nobody gets that in my school. And I know my friends don't absolutely reject that subject. Because our lit. teacher or spanish teacher talks about history sometimes, and everyone listens to them and looks so interested. I'm just sad that it's the teacher's fault so many people dislike that subject.
And then another thing is that. God. It was totally my fault and I know it was mine, so I'm annoyed at myself even more. But Arvella auditions were today. And I didn't know until like. At that moment. I came up from AP Bio and then Miss Sandy comes and says AUDITIONS ARE NOW. And I'm like "....................................what nobody told me anything ever." and I went to go tell my teacher (it was the drama class next too so it was the person who nominated me) and she didn't seem to know about it either. And my friends didn't know about the audition either when I looked afterwards. But maybe it was because it was all for different subjects. Idk. I did my monologue shortened. But I'm just. aaaaaaagh. I know it's my fault for not asking sooner and yeah.
Today was a weird day. I was happy and highly dissapointed at myself at the same time.