Another Day for You and me in Paradise

May 24, 2004 08:39

Right. Well, I'm thinking that I'm done with the club scene. Part of me is secretly relieved, as though I've unburdened myself of some guilty secret. It is odd that I feel this way, since I do like getting dressed up (my issues with the extra pounds around my middle is another matter), and I do like to people-watch, and I like the music, but the last few times I've been out, the scene has palled for me. I'm trying to figure out why. A large part of it has to do with the fact that I can't drink alcohol with the mediciation that I'm taking. Large bummer there; I've taken to drinking my body weight in Coca-Cola every two days. That, and I dance about as well as Christopher Reeve, which is to say, badly. I'm stuck with the head-bobbing, and, in extreme cases of "hafta-dance" music, some one-legged foot tapping. I can go out after a few drinks and get on the floor, trying to emulate what others are doing, but I can never get comfortable. Ahhh, paranoia.
I'm getting bored of writing now.

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