dizzy
i don't know, i just don't know. Things are really frustrating me in my head. I want to be a certain person, you know, letting myself go, not stressing about stupid people/things-but in my world this is impossible. I'm extremely extroverted, but in my mind i'm in a shell that i'm hopelessly able to get out of. Change is inevitable, but why is it so hard to change what needs to be changed, NOW. I want to be this person, be with these certain people, act this way. It's just so frustrating wanting to be something you can't, wanting to be with someone who doesn't want to be with you, and having to be faced with it everyday. Frustration, frustration, frustration.
My mind has got me dizzy, again.
My mind has got me dizzy, again.