Aug 29, 2005 10:56
So Ryan is gone and i already wrote him a letter becasue i want to be the first person he hears from.
Last night i couldn't get him off my mind becuase his house isn't going to be the same without him.
Hopefully i'll get to see him on Thanksgiving break.
Only 52 more days..
hahaha.
Anyways, everything seemed to bother me last night.
My bottom teeth hurt pretty bad for no reason.
My dad was yelling at me for stupid things.
Pat is going to a differnet school this year, and he's the one boy who can make me laugh so hard i could pee my pants.
I'm scared i'm not going to get along with my teachers.
and i'm sad i don't have Mr. Hollar.
I remember last year when i came into his class crying he told the class we were going to have an off day to do whatever we want.
and he sat there and talked to me the whole time about him in highschool and just telling me that i'm a positive influence in this school and i shouldn't worry about a thing..and if it would've been appropreit i wanted to hug him for days and days and days.
I'm going to marry him, i swear to god.
Anyways, only 4 more days til school starts and i'm booked.
I'm playing with Kim tonight and i hope we'll have a marvelous time so we can end this summer with a bang.
Now that i'm becommign better friends with KT idk how i'm going to manage having three good friends(kim, kristy, her) and having a bunch of other friends i love hanging out with...there's only 3 days in a weekend and i don't want to hurt anyones feelings.
But i think it'll be easier that kim and kristy have boyfriends so if i don't hang out with them they have people to fall back on.
Anyways i should go.
Bye.