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God you know, I hate to complain. I really do. I mean looking forward to the future is always something I remind myself of.
It just seems lately I'm further away from everything I used to know.
I can't focus and it just seems that I'm frighteningly alone.
My parents are leaving for a vacation so, I will be truely alone for a week.
I just can't connect with ANYONE here. No one shares my intrests and the closet friend is like 10 hours away. I know I'm a very social animal so, this is just killing me.
I need to keep busy and maybe I can ignore it.
Hit a bump in my life right now...Hopefully that will be smoothed out soon.
I had an invitation from a very good friend which I take very seriously and with a very happy heart. That someone would think to extend that kindness to me made me feel just a little better.
I hope that soon I can find that spark again. Until I do, I need to keep plodding along and find that spark. It's not that far..but, it always seems just out of my reach.
This past week has been hard on me, Harder on others I'm sure. My memories often drift to days past and a friend now gone. It saddens me that my world has become a bit smaller and makes me think about how brief our existance is.
It just seems lately I'm further away from everything I used to know.
I can't focus and it just seems that I'm frighteningly alone.
My parents are leaving for a vacation so, I will be truely alone for a week.
I just can't connect with ANYONE here. No one shares my intrests and the closet friend is like 10 hours away. I know I'm a very social animal so, this is just killing me.
I need to keep busy and maybe I can ignore it.
Hit a bump in my life right now...Hopefully that will be smoothed out soon.
I had an invitation from a very good friend which I take very seriously and with a very happy heart. That someone would think to extend that kindness to me made me feel just a little better.
I hope that soon I can find that spark again. Until I do, I need to keep plodding along and find that spark. It's not that far..but, it always seems just out of my reach.
This past week has been hard on me, Harder on others I'm sure. My memories often drift to days past and a friend now gone. It saddens me that my world has become a bit smaller and makes me think about how brief our existance is.