Jul 19, 2004 20:23
ive been really stressed out... working a lot and dealing with a lot of other shit. but nobody seems to understand, let alone care. nobody knows how hard it is, and nobody wants to be there to help. sure, a lot of people dont know whats going on, but now im going to stop pretending im ok. not very many people have been around to help me through hard times, everybodys too busy or too much involved in their own drama. nobody seems to talk to me unless i talk to them first. but im over it. im over everyone being rude and self centered. im over trying to be nice to people when its never going to pay off. but thanks to everyone whose been there for me, who have really talked to me and helped me out with everything going on in the past couple of months. its really meant a lot to me that a few people actually care.