Am i insane?
I think about this sometimes and know that I may not be the true definition of the word, but that still doesn't make me feel any less like I have lost it. I am not going to bore myself with the same self interested bullshit, because nothing I say at this point is any different then what I have said before. Now I just have to act on what is wrong.
I am just pissed and need to vent, and calling Jason or one of my other friends just makes me more mad sometimes, because I really shouldn't need to vent on anyone. Instead of venting I just need to be proactive and fix the few things that are the reoccuring themes of my pissed offedness.
Easier said then done, because I lack gigantic balls. I have small peanut sized ones, but that doesn't always get the job done.
Everytime I feel compelled to write it is about my anger. I tend to speak more clearly when I am pissed beyond belief, which is kind of sad. But I guess it works out, because when I am done writing this the darvocet will be lulling me to a peaceful sleep , and at this point that is what i really need.
Work in the morining, and the morning after that. Some people forget what it is like to have a job and be responsible.....hint hint.
Fuck it. This is what I have chosen, now I just have to unchoose it.
I am just pissed and need to vent, and calling Jason or one of my other friends just makes me more mad sometimes, because I really shouldn't need to vent on anyone. Instead of venting I just need to be proactive and fix the few things that are the reoccuring themes of my pissed offedness.
Easier said then done, because I lack gigantic balls. I have small peanut sized ones, but that doesn't always get the job done.
Everytime I feel compelled to write it is about my anger. I tend to speak more clearly when I am pissed beyond belief, which is kind of sad. But I guess it works out, because when I am done writing this the darvocet will be lulling me to a peaceful sleep , and at this point that is what i really need.
Work in the morining, and the morning after that. Some people forget what it is like to have a job and be responsible.....hint hint.
Fuck it. This is what I have chosen, now I just have to unchoose it.