cheer up!!
Life isn't so fucking bad......well, at least not for me. I am so sick of depression. It is the tackiest accessory since Paris Hilton decided carrying around a helpless little dog would make her seem more human. Get over it!!
It is one thing to feel, and a completely different thing to feel sorry for yourself. Involve yourself more in your destiny instead of waiting for death, both social and actual. If you think really hard for longer then 5 seconds you'll see that the world is an ugly place filled with misguided people who complain but do not act in their own defense. We blame the world, because it is easy and convenient.
Everything is changing now, I am making it change, and it feels really good to say that everything is headed in the right direction. I quit smoking , for good this time, I just signed back up for school{ I am starting in june) and I am beginning to work on my business plan for a store I want to open:) I feel alive and in control:)
I can breathe better now, with the weight off my chest and the tar removed from my lungs:)
Now all I have to do is reconnect with the 2 people that mean the most to me, and I will feel real again.
It is one thing to feel, and a completely different thing to feel sorry for yourself. Involve yourself more in your destiny instead of waiting for death, both social and actual. If you think really hard for longer then 5 seconds you'll see that the world is an ugly place filled with misguided people who complain but do not act in their own defense. We blame the world, because it is easy and convenient.
Everything is changing now, I am making it change, and it feels really good to say that everything is headed in the right direction. I quit smoking , for good this time, I just signed back up for school{ I am starting in june) and I am beginning to work on my business plan for a store I want to open:) I feel alive and in control:)
I can breathe better now, with the weight off my chest and the tar removed from my lungs:)
Now all I have to do is reconnect with the 2 people that mean the most to me, and I will feel real again.