what WOULD bryan boytono do?
what would bryan boytono do, if he were here right now? I'm sure he'd kick an ass or two, that's what bryan boytono'd do.
I had a big arguement with cliff and katherine the other night. it was about personal freedom. Maybe i'm starting to understand what freedom means. It's not just the ability to think what you want, it the ability to try to have the world fit your values. At least that's what i'm thinking now. We'll see later.
It's weird. I don't feel mad, or sad, but i'm just about as low as a boy can be. I don't know how to describe it. Yea, i guess i do. I think that we want our output to match what we recieve. when we don't put out what we think we should and get back what we want we may get frustrated. When we put out more than we get back we feel resentful or angry. when we work well and get back a comparable amount, we feel content and joy. and when we put out less than we should and get back a fair amound? what's the opposite of joy? not quite depressed. Just low.
i'll be gone soon.
it'll be nice to see scott again.
it's nice to know you aren't alone sometimes i guess.
http://www.despair.com/loneliness.html
I had a big arguement with cliff and katherine the other night. it was about personal freedom. Maybe i'm starting to understand what freedom means. It's not just the ability to think what you want, it the ability to try to have the world fit your values. At least that's what i'm thinking now. We'll see later.
It's weird. I don't feel mad, or sad, but i'm just about as low as a boy can be. I don't know how to describe it. Yea, i guess i do. I think that we want our output to match what we recieve. when we don't put out what we think we should and get back what we want we may get frustrated. When we put out more than we get back we feel resentful or angry. when we work well and get back a comparable amount, we feel content and joy. and when we put out less than we should and get back a fair amound? what's the opposite of joy? not quite depressed. Just low.
i'll be gone soon.
it'll be nice to see scott again.
it's nice to know you aren't alone sometimes i guess.
http://www.despair.com/loneliness.html