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I havn't talked to my priest boy in almost a month. Like, actually talked.. I've seen him periodically, but he's either busy or i'm busy or we're both busy or whatever.. well today he made it a point to log off wow for a bit and call me and just talk.
It was wonderful.
I miss him so much! I didn't realize I missed him as much as I did until we talked. He has a steady girlfriend now, so we can't really be as close as we were, but we both miss each other's company a lot. And he still has a crazy effect on me. All he had to do was just barely describe how we first meet, when he holds me close and twines his fingers in my hair.. and i almost melted. I promised him that one of these days we're going to meet. I don't care if we're both dating someone at the time, I have to meet him. Us dating might change what we end up ever doing, but God... I have to meet him! I've never had someone who gets me and can do that to me all based on our voices. Hell, I've never had someone who can make me melt without even touching me.. it's surreal.
On top of it all, there's the concert guy who I met... why do all of the incredible guys I meet all have to live so bloody far away? He's a ton closer than priest-boy is, but he's no where near as cool. And he's pretty damn great for me, so that's saying something about how awesome priest-boy is for me.
ARG!!!!!! I go from nothing to too much in an instant. And yet the too much is out of reach, so I still end up with nothing. How a blessing turns into a curse.
It was wonderful.
I miss him so much! I didn't realize I missed him as much as I did until we talked. He has a steady girlfriend now, so we can't really be as close as we were, but we both miss each other's company a lot. And he still has a crazy effect on me. All he had to do was just barely describe how we first meet, when he holds me close and twines his fingers in my hair.. and i almost melted. I promised him that one of these days we're going to meet. I don't care if we're both dating someone at the time, I have to meet him. Us dating might change what we end up ever doing, but God... I have to meet him! I've never had someone who gets me and can do that to me all based on our voices. Hell, I've never had someone who can make me melt without even touching me.. it's surreal.
On top of it all, there's the concert guy who I met... why do all of the incredible guys I meet all have to live so bloody far away? He's a ton closer than priest-boy is, but he's no where near as cool. And he's pretty damn great for me, so that's saying something about how awesome priest-boy is for me.
ARG!!!!!! I go from nothing to too much in an instant. And yet the too much is out of reach, so I still end up with nothing. How a blessing turns into a curse.