happy New Years
Do I have any resolutions? Nope.
This morning was the first New Years in 10 years I wasn't feeling like death. We always made plans to go ice skating and never did. But this year. We made it out!
I guess in a way that's my resolution. Stop getting held back by shit. By people. By my own insecurities.
I need to stop getting caught up in people who don't want to take any meaningful stakehold in my life.
I realize I have abandonment issues, but people abandon me and that isn't my fault. I see that now. No reason to ever be so surprised anymore.
This morning was the first New Years in 10 years I wasn't feeling like death. We always made plans to go ice skating and never did. But this year. We made it out!
I guess in a way that's my resolution. Stop getting held back by shit. By people. By my own insecurities.
I need to stop getting caught up in people who don't want to take any meaningful stakehold in my life.
I realize I have abandonment issues, but people abandon me and that isn't my fault. I see that now. No reason to ever be so surprised anymore.