horrible
I realize I am probably a horrible person. I am afraid that as much as I try to be good I am just so rotten inside that I'm surprised people can't just smell me coming.
I spent the entire day with my little sister. We had a great conversation tonight that put the last 3 years into perspective for me.
I'm afraid I continue to mess up relationships before I have the time to plant them in the ground. Sometimes things go so well and then I make my wrong move and I'm back to the start.
Something is definitely wrong with me. All in all in the last 3 years things got bad, then they got worse, and then they got better but still shitty.
This year I managed to care about someone. You could even say I started believing in love again. That all may have been premature.
I have these feelings for someone and it scares the living shit out of me. I think I'd rather be alone for the next year than to ride a roller coaster of useless feelings. I'm not sure I even know what I'm doing anymore... Or how to treat a girl.
And yes... I come here to talk about girls.
I spent the entire day with my little sister. We had a great conversation tonight that put the last 3 years into perspective for me.
I'm afraid I continue to mess up relationships before I have the time to plant them in the ground. Sometimes things go so well and then I make my wrong move and I'm back to the start.
Something is definitely wrong with me. All in all in the last 3 years things got bad, then they got worse, and then they got better but still shitty.
This year I managed to care about someone. You could even say I started believing in love again. That all may have been premature.
I have these feelings for someone and it scares the living shit out of me. I think I'd rather be alone for the next year than to ride a roller coaster of useless feelings. I'm not sure I even know what I'm doing anymore... Or how to treat a girl.
And yes... I come here to talk about girls.