I am awesome.
I know how I am in relationships...
I think I need to learn to continue my path of awesome... even when I am in a relationship.
I get so un-awesome quick in relationships.
So I guess what I'm getting at is lately I haven't been interested in them at all.
Which then becomes the interesting part that my lack of interest has made it difficult not to get into one.
I don't get it, but its like looking for the remote. When you're looking for something else, you end up finding the remote. In my case, I just want to have some fun. I've done a lot this year but I had a hard time having fun in the moment because of being attached. I don't want attachment right now. There are a couple trips I am going on that I just want fun.
Last week I went to Kansas City to hang out with a client as they invited us out to fill a table at a charity event. Probably the most fun I had this year without worrying about another person. I really enjoyed that and want to just continue that level of awesome.
I think I need to learn to continue my path of awesome... even when I am in a relationship.
I get so un-awesome quick in relationships.
So I guess what I'm getting at is lately I haven't been interested in them at all.
Which then becomes the interesting part that my lack of interest has made it difficult not to get into one.
I don't get it, but its like looking for the remote. When you're looking for something else, you end up finding the remote. In my case, I just want to have some fun. I've done a lot this year but I had a hard time having fun in the moment because of being attached. I don't want attachment right now. There are a couple trips I am going on that I just want fun.
Last week I went to Kansas City to hang out with a client as they invited us out to fill a table at a charity event. Probably the most fun I had this year without worrying about another person. I really enjoyed that and want to just continue that level of awesome.