The silence of space

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I miss her so much.
I can't stop thinking about her.
I want to tell her about my day
about the challenges I face at work
challenges in my garage
challenges in my mind
I want to tell her these things and so much more,
but what will that accomplish?

I can't get anywhere with her.
I just get pushed away.

I doubt its me she thinks about.
I doubt its me she writes about.

My heart is so broken.