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hmmm...long time no see live journal. So much has changed since I last posted here. First of all, I'm in Toronto now, going to school but still working for the Depot. It's kinda boring here..I haven't made any new friends yet,and the ones I have are all busy with their own stuff so i don't see them very often, usually only on Sundays. I spend most of my time at school, working, or traveling back and forth between the there and home. I really need to find a new apartment somewhere closer to a subway station, or better yet, closer to downtown. I switched programs this semester to Hospitality, Tourism and Leisure. I'm not really sure where I want to go with it, but I'm thinking maybe a resort of some type. The idea of going to Whistler is really appealing right now, but that could just be the influence of watching 'Whistler' on TV. Kinda like when I wanted to go to the Everglades after watching a show that was based there. Basically I think I just want to get out of the city.
I've been reading this book, based on an Amish family, and was watching a series based in the 1800's. It's made me think of how simple I am (or could be). Sometimes I think I should have been born 100 years ago when times where simpler. Not that I don't like my computer, TV, and ipod, but I think living a pioneer life would be right up my alley. I think I'd make a good housewife, and sometimes I wonder why I'm bothering trying to finish school at all. It's like half of my wants to have a career and travel and be the modern workign woman, and half of me wants to just have kids and stay home and keep house. I guess I'm just a little old fashioned. The only problem is finding someone who is just as old fashioned as I am, Does that guy even exist these days? Can I find a guy which similar beleifs, who doesn't smok or do drugs, who doesn't feel the need to drink himself into oblivion when he goes out? A guy who will like me for who I am, just as I am. Sometimes i think that my perfect guy doesn't exist, and that I'll wind up an old maid, or I'll wind up settling for someone that I won't really be happy with. I just don't know what to do sometimes.
I can't really think of any more depressing things to write for now...maybe another time. Thanks for listening LJ.
I've been reading this book, based on an Amish family, and was watching a series based in the 1800's. It's made me think of how simple I am (or could be). Sometimes I think I should have been born 100 years ago when times where simpler. Not that I don't like my computer, TV, and ipod, but I think living a pioneer life would be right up my alley. I think I'd make a good housewife, and sometimes I wonder why I'm bothering trying to finish school at all. It's like half of my wants to have a career and travel and be the modern workign woman, and half of me wants to just have kids and stay home and keep house. I guess I'm just a little old fashioned. The only problem is finding someone who is just as old fashioned as I am, Does that guy even exist these days? Can I find a guy which similar beleifs, who doesn't smok or do drugs, who doesn't feel the need to drink himself into oblivion when he goes out? A guy who will like me for who I am, just as I am. Sometimes i think that my perfect guy doesn't exist, and that I'll wind up an old maid, or I'll wind up settling for someone that I won't really be happy with. I just don't know what to do sometimes.
I can't really think of any more depressing things to write for now...maybe another time. Thanks for listening LJ.