fight for my life
so the other night I'm sitting in here, as I'm known to do, just minding my own business when I catch something out of the corner of my eye. The biggest fucking bug I've ever seen in my life is flying around my room and was fucking around on my cieling. It was HUUUUUUGE, I still don't know what it was but at the time I thought it was either it or me so I fought it. It landed on my towel (ewwwwww) and I got it with my cd holder and ummm took some pictures cause it was so huge.
Other than that this is the first week that I've actually gotten a real schedule at work. I need money pretty badly so yeah that's just awesome.
I had this really awkward ride with my dad the other day. it's usually like that with him cause I don't think we have all that much in common about the only thing I know even a little bit about that I could talk to him about would be the red sox, his things are sports and cars so yeah.. I know nothing about cars. Well he brings up that my brother has been telling him that I've been saying I'm not happy living here so he told me I could live there. I just don't like being in this position. If I leave I'll hurt my mother even though i'm not happy here. The whole moving to my dad's is kind of scary too. They'd have to make a room for me, I don't even have a bed there and I didn't even go to high school in that town. I know no one there except maybe 2 of my brother's friends and my cousins so part of my worries that I'd be even more bored there. Plus my dad pushes that whole issue of me driving. I'd most likely work for my dad which would = a lot more money but I really don't know what to do. I don't like the situation at all.
dead
http://i2.photobucket.com/albums/y10/Jrosie/IMG_0338.jpg
alive
http://i2.photobucket.com/albums/y10/Jrosie/BUG.jpg
Other than that this is the first week that I've actually gotten a real schedule at work. I need money pretty badly so yeah that's just awesome.
I had this really awkward ride with my dad the other day. it's usually like that with him cause I don't think we have all that much in common about the only thing I know even a little bit about that I could talk to him about would be the red sox, his things are sports and cars so yeah.. I know nothing about cars. Well he brings up that my brother has been telling him that I've been saying I'm not happy living here so he told me I could live there. I just don't like being in this position. If I leave I'll hurt my mother even though i'm not happy here. The whole moving to my dad's is kind of scary too. They'd have to make a room for me, I don't even have a bed there and I didn't even go to high school in that town. I know no one there except maybe 2 of my brother's friends and my cousins so part of my worries that I'd be even more bored there. Plus my dad pushes that whole issue of me driving. I'd most likely work for my dad which would = a lot more money but I really don't know what to do. I don't like the situation at all.
dead
http://i2.photobucket.com/albums/y10/Jrosie/IMG_0338.jpg
alive
http://i2.photobucket.com/albums/y10/Jrosie/BUG.jpg
