Oh geez...
Let me ask you: How much of a dork can one person be? Well... Now let me answer you: One person (me) can be the biggest dork in the entire world! Here I am, complaining about working for maybe forty hours a month and having to pay a couple of bills, when Nephi is crying out in repentance because he was praying to God in a nervous fear that his brothers were going to kill him, and that was supposedly wrong, because he's had so many blessings...? Man, I have got to straighten out my priorities. It says in 2 Nephi 5 (or 6) that the Nephites learned to work with their hands, which in biblical terms means to work your freaking butt off for almost nothing in return. New goal: Try to be positive about my work. Maybe then it won't be so hard... Maybe. (Most assuredly.)