BUMMED
Rough couple of days.....heartburn/acid reflux issues have surfaced on Tuesday and they have been awful. Settled my stomach a few days ago with otc meds but my esophagus is still sore and makes for very difficult eating. Of course the timing couldn't be worse as my doc left the state, sold her practice (sounds goofy I know) back in July so I am currently without a MD! VIOLENCE!
Last day or two spent a good deal of time looking up docs on our blue cross site and picked out a few female mds that looked ok. Finally got one and getting in on Monday. Hope I feel better by then. Worried to death I'll be prescribed that endoscopy (sp?) surgery where that tube gets put down your throat and you get knocked out. I know I probably need it but I hate it. Not a happy girl.....
Angry at myself as this is a result of not taking better care of myself. And yeah I'm gonna beat myself up as I make a horrible patient and want to be well just like that (snap fingers).....bitch moan bitch.......
This is a sign! Body trying to tell me that my eating habits are crap. So now I struggle against age and health issues that just accumulate as we go. bitch moan bitch....