to everyone that won't read this....
no really it's fine. i don't need any of my friends to come down to the beach. i know everyone has good reasons (like dee, this isn't to you). i can't help but feel sad that only sean and liz will be able to come down. even lynette offered to come down. like what the hell. most of my good friends are unable to make it but people i barely know can. it's fine. i'm just upset for now. once i'm there it won't matter but i think when i come home it might be that time again to cut people off. i'm not sorry.