Feb 20, 2005 22:23
Time passes me now, without even saying hello.
It ignores me completely.
Yet, somehow, i still find so much of it behind me.
This road getting repetitive.
But, thankfully, newness is in store!
After a few weird months of absolute unbalanced living, I think i've finally cracked it. But it's a secret.
Met this guy named Oliver. He's great. Met him at an arrested development/amp fidler gig. He's darkskinned and has beautiful big eyes. He likes all the same hiphop as me, and has a very similar attitude to life. which is so refreshing. I met him last friday at the gig, and he stayed at my place that night. We went out for breakfast on saturday because i convinced him to call in sick to his work, and we just spent the day walking around Glebe, smoking ciggarettes and talking about everything and nothing. And even when there was silence it was comfortable. I haven't felt that relaxed around someone for a long time. And since, we've both been really busy, but fingers crossed we'll meet up this weekend.
When it rains it pours. That guy, with the girlfriend, who i was into for a while, came around unexpectedly on wednesday night. He was drunk and obviously horny. It was weird. He came in and we just sat on the couch, and it was weird to have him touch me and feel comfortable with it. i knew he probably still had his girlfriend, so i was very blaze about the whole thing. But it was nice to have someone come over and be nice and caring.
But ive decided on something else as well, that i haven't told anyone yet. I'm waiting for else to get back this week so i can tell her and see what she thinks. I think it may be the start of the 'new world'.
My brother is moving here. So for those of you who live in brisbane, i now no longer have a reason to visit....sorry..:P
the festival is in 5 weeks. woooo. then it's party time.
uni starts next week.
i'm so glad to be free of all the shit in my life. I've cleansed. Or i'm in the process of finishing the cleansing.
Be gone, crap! off with your head!
yes.