r.i.p
God takes all the good people and leaves you wondering…how can he compare?? It seems like just yesterday he was teaching me tricks. He was the first person who taught me how to play bullshit. He was the only person who agreed with me when it came to hockey. It’s funny how you don’t realize how much someone has an effect on your life until their gone. I still don’t believe, how can God take away such good people like him? Everything was good it was all so sudden. No one got to say goodbye. Mom told me after school and I started balling right away. It’s sad it takes something so tragic like this to make you understand what life is all about. I thought back to what I was most likely doing when he left and I feel like shit. I know for a fact I wasn’t doing my best. If he knew he was gonna go, I’m sure he would’ve done anything for one more day. And here I am wasting my life like an ungrateful idiot. I’m so close to my Aunt and Uncle too, and it was her Dad. It was just a couple months ago on September 24th that I did a wedding speech for their wedding. I poured my heart out. Were so close and I told my Aunt in my speech how grateful I was that she was always there for me, she supported me and was someone I could talk to no matter what. Then I said that I hoped she knew that I would be there for her too, that I would always be there. Now I’m scared. How can I be there for her when her dad died, how do I say the right things?? All I can do now is try my best. Now everything seems messed up. I went outside today and it was beautiful out, but then I remembered he wasn’t here and he’d never be back. Hopefully the weather is a lot nicer where he is now and maybe he can golf year round. All I can say is I never knew how much I appreciated your presence until you were gone. So Guy Spadafora this is for you. Rest in Piece.