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Well everyone.... Everything is fine now in my relationship. Ben and I are ok... Just took me seeing how much he really means to me to see it. I'm happy about that.
Theres so much to say and I dont think I have the strength to type it all...
Tony: There is no words I can come up with to tell you what you mean to me. You have done SO much for me and Ben lately. There is no way I can repay you for all you have done. All I can do is say thank you for always being there for me. I never in my life thought we'd end up how we are. You are the greatest person in the world. You are in a word, my "hero." I dont know how else to say it. We've been through a lot and there's still so much to come. Thank you for all you've done. Forgive all my mistakes and know that no matter where we are o what we're doing you're always going to be my BEST friend. For 7 years you've always been there for me and I see it still hasnt changed. There is no way I can repay all you've done. I just hope you know I'll always be here for you no matter what.
Mykal: It's so wonderful having you here. Its great to have someone to talk to and I'm glad one of my best friends is here for me. You and Tony are all I really have in friends here besides the guys at work, but you and Tony have been here for so long. Thank you for always being there. I love you a lot and I hope you know I will always be here for you as well, no matter what. Lets make this life great and have fun doing it! Thanks for always being here for me when I need you.
Miss Lizz/Mom: Girl I know you'll probably never read this but you leaving has put me in a weird state. I've always seen you as my 2nd mom. You do so much for all of us and you're the best! It's killing me to watch you leave. I know on that day I'm going to be a wreck. I love you too. Thank you for always being a wonderful woman to us all and a good mom. You're the sweetest lady I know. I still think you and my mom would get a long so good.. You act the same!!! lol I feel like I'm losing a parent with you leaving, but I know you have to because its what you need and want. I'll miss you and I want to thank you for everything over these past few years. I'll come see you in Philly I promise. LOVE YA MOM!!!
Ben: I'm sorry I doubted my relationship with you. I love you so very much and it took a slap in the face for me to realize everything we've been through. I know you would just like to choke me sometimes but I hope you know that I'll love you even when that happens.. lol You're a wonderful man and I want to spend the rest of my life with you... Dont ever leave me. We've been together for almost a whole yr. Feels longer but hey... Its all good baby. lol I love you and I hope you love me too. I will always be there for you no matter what. Let's see where this new year takes us and see where the rest of our lives lay. *kisses*
Mom, Dad, Wes, Tyler: I miss you guys so much. You are my family and its so hard living without you all. Mom I miss your cooking and your hugs and seeing you everyday. Since grandma died I've clung myself to you. You're the best mom anyone could ever ask for and I love you so much. Dad, I miss your cooking too.. lol I also miss the conversations we have and the rides int he car to the store for mom or just anywhere. You're the greatest dad anyone could have and I have also clung to you so much over the last decade. I love you so much. Wes and Tyler, you two are the best brothers ever! I love you both and miss all the games and the fights and wrestling and hearing mom and dad yell at us...I miss you guys so much and I cant wait to see you all at Thanksgiving. I know you all didnt know grandma that well before she died. You all were so young. Grandma was a wonderful woman and she loved you both more than you will ever know. Grandpa too. I miss them both more and more everyday. Grandpa's laugh and his advice about "girls" lol. I miss my family so much. I LOVE YOU ALL! Dont worry I will take care of the puppy. He misses you all as I do... See you all soon.
I know this entry is long but hey.... Could've been another song...lol Love you all.
Andey*
Theres so much to say and I dont think I have the strength to type it all...
Tony: There is no words I can come up with to tell you what you mean to me. You have done SO much for me and Ben lately. There is no way I can repay you for all you have done. All I can do is say thank you for always being there for me. I never in my life thought we'd end up how we are. You are the greatest person in the world. You are in a word, my "hero." I dont know how else to say it. We've been through a lot and there's still so much to come. Thank you for all you've done. Forgive all my mistakes and know that no matter where we are o what we're doing you're always going to be my BEST friend. For 7 years you've always been there for me and I see it still hasnt changed. There is no way I can repay all you've done. I just hope you know I'll always be here for you no matter what.
Mykal: It's so wonderful having you here. Its great to have someone to talk to and I'm glad one of my best friends is here for me. You and Tony are all I really have in friends here besides the guys at work, but you and Tony have been here for so long. Thank you for always being there. I love you a lot and I hope you know I will always be here for you as well, no matter what. Lets make this life great and have fun doing it! Thanks for always being here for me when I need you.
Miss Lizz/Mom: Girl I know you'll probably never read this but you leaving has put me in a weird state. I've always seen you as my 2nd mom. You do so much for all of us and you're the best! It's killing me to watch you leave. I know on that day I'm going to be a wreck. I love you too. Thank you for always being a wonderful woman to us all and a good mom. You're the sweetest lady I know. I still think you and my mom would get a long so good.. You act the same!!! lol I feel like I'm losing a parent with you leaving, but I know you have to because its what you need and want. I'll miss you and I want to thank you for everything over these past few years. I'll come see you in Philly I promise. LOVE YA MOM!!!
Ben: I'm sorry I doubted my relationship with you. I love you so very much and it took a slap in the face for me to realize everything we've been through. I know you would just like to choke me sometimes but I hope you know that I'll love you even when that happens.. lol You're a wonderful man and I want to spend the rest of my life with you... Dont ever leave me. We've been together for almost a whole yr. Feels longer but hey... Its all good baby. lol I love you and I hope you love me too. I will always be there for you no matter what. Let's see where this new year takes us and see where the rest of our lives lay. *kisses*
Mom, Dad, Wes, Tyler: I miss you guys so much. You are my family and its so hard living without you all. Mom I miss your cooking and your hugs and seeing you everyday. Since grandma died I've clung myself to you. You're the best mom anyone could ever ask for and I love you so much. Dad, I miss your cooking too.. lol I also miss the conversations we have and the rides int he car to the store for mom or just anywhere. You're the greatest dad anyone could have and I have also clung to you so much over the last decade. I love you so much. Wes and Tyler, you two are the best brothers ever! I love you both and miss all the games and the fights and wrestling and hearing mom and dad yell at us...I miss you guys so much and I cant wait to see you all at Thanksgiving. I know you all didnt know grandma that well before she died. You all were so young. Grandma was a wonderful woman and she loved you both more than you will ever know. Grandpa too. I miss them both more and more everyday. Grandpa's laugh and his advice about "girls" lol. I miss my family so much. I LOVE YOU ALL! Dont worry I will take care of the puppy. He misses you all as I do... See you all soon.
I know this entry is long but hey.... Could've been another song...lol Love you all.
Andey*