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Even though I hate using livejournal for anything of importance, just in case I left you a weird rambling upset message thats barely english heres why:
2 nights ago I had a terrible terrible dream my mom died. I woke up with tears in my eyes, and only sorted out it was a dream because when I woke up my mom had sent me texts and such and i replied, and she replied, etc.
This morning, London was bombed all over. My mom is in London. For the past twenty minutes I sat there staring at blank computer just shaking. I have literally never been in my life been as scared as I just was. Luckily, (just this second) my mom sent me a message and shes ok.
Just let this be a lesson, seriously guys, tell the people you love you love them, because for about twenty minutes, i thought the last interaction I ever would have with my mom was when i refused to go to the airport with her because I was too lazy to get dressed. I just keep thinking, what if she was one, what if she didn't just call. But thank god she's ok. I can finally breathe again.
2 nights ago I had a terrible terrible dream my mom died. I woke up with tears in my eyes, and only sorted out it was a dream because when I woke up my mom had sent me texts and such and i replied, and she replied, etc.
This morning, London was bombed all over. My mom is in London. For the past twenty minutes I sat there staring at blank computer just shaking. I have literally never been in my life been as scared as I just was. Luckily, (just this second) my mom sent me a message and shes ok.
Just let this be a lesson, seriously guys, tell the people you love you love them, because for about twenty minutes, i thought the last interaction I ever would have with my mom was when i refused to go to the airport with her because I was too lazy to get dressed. I just keep thinking, what if she was one, what if she didn't just call. But thank god she's ok. I can finally breathe again.