i cannot lose what i'm not gonna have...
sadness fills this fragile world of ours.
we, especially me, enjoy numerous diversions, distractions, and detours.
meanwhile, some friends continue ridiculous journeys of self-destruction.
meanwhile, a certain hypocrite decides to post to his pathetic journal.
i revel in a myriad of emotions. that cannot ever be denied. yet i do understand parts of life beyond what i happen to feel at any moment. for example, i 'get' my current place in all of this...to some extent. at least i am aware that all i can provide is that distraction. there is no real relevance...there is only a sweet escape.
the struggle is exactly why we persist. i mean...the process is really the biggest deal.
every step equals risk. but without some gamble there can be no reward. there is no shame in failure, only in apathy.
we, especially me, enjoy numerous diversions, distractions, and detours.
meanwhile, some friends continue ridiculous journeys of self-destruction.
meanwhile, a certain hypocrite decides to post to his pathetic journal.
i revel in a myriad of emotions. that cannot ever be denied. yet i do understand parts of life beyond what i happen to feel at any moment. for example, i 'get' my current place in all of this...to some extent. at least i am aware that all i can provide is that distraction. there is no real relevance...there is only a sweet escape.
the struggle is exactly why we persist. i mean...the process is really the biggest deal.
every step equals risk. but without some gamble there can be no reward. there is no shame in failure, only in apathy.