Sadness
I've been fighting this stupid apathy and depression for a while now. I've found with the intense stress of the MCAT coming down i react in a sad and curious way. I become completely apathetic.
The worst thing is I missed the premed committee's deadline to apply through them to med school. That is very very bad and now I will have a lot of explaining to do when I apply without their letter.
Essentially I may be rejected for that (assuming I get everything else in order - like the MCAT) and will be delayed a year. But hey, what's another year when you are already looking at being 30 when your finally done?
So now I need to figure out what I'm going to do with myself for that year. And do well on the MCAT. And survive. *sigh*
The worst thing is I missed the premed committee's deadline to apply through them to med school. That is very very bad and now I will have a lot of explaining to do when I apply without their letter.
Essentially I may be rejected for that (assuming I get everything else in order - like the MCAT) and will be delayed a year. But hey, what's another year when you are already looking at being 30 when your finally done?
So now I need to figure out what I'm going to do with myself for that year. And do well on the MCAT. And survive. *sigh*